I can’t sleep.

October 20, 2005

Mood: Sleepy…
Music: None
Game: World of Warcraft, Puzzle Pirates.
Book: None.
Muffin: It’s 3am….

Since I’ve gotten back from Seattle, I’ve been completely unable to sleep.

I get into bed, lights off, eyes closed, and I can’t get comfortable…can’t stop thinking.

I try and try…but I cannot fall asleep. My internal clock is completely fucked.

I can only guess it’s nerves. I WANT to move…yes, I’ll miss things in NY, but there’s so much more to see and do in Seattle for me now. More exploring, new friends, new job…I want to do all that.

I’ve started packing up things, throwing things out, giving things away. I’ve already chucked out 4 large garbage bags full of stuff. I think I’ve sold my MK II machine…so that’s good too.

I know I haven’t written much of late…no idea why. Every time I open my blog to write something, my brain whirls for a bit, then I close it. I guess I have so much to say, I don’t even know where to begin.

Maybe I’ll try to get back to bed again….